What is becoming an adult?

What is becoming an adult?
Suddenly, it came across to my mind.


Nowadays, i feel like there are no more interesting things.
why? why did i feel like that?

 
when i was really young, i dreamed something fantastic and unrealistic such as angels,
when i grew up more, i imagined something realistic but destined such as romance.
unfortunately, as time goes by,
i have realized that those kind of things never happened.
i have noticed that those kind of thinking are useless.
yes, it was useless cuz it never happened to me.

 
at some point, i stopped dreaming and thinking silly things.
i have started not expecting something surprising.
then, my life became so simple and dry.


now, i'm listening to one song that reminds me of my middle shcool days.
ye....at that time, i dreamed, i imagined somthing silly eventhough those things were useless,
i was happy cuz i believed that 1 percent of opportunity of happening.


maybe,
i saw so many things and heard so many things, the reality.
must be,
i became an adult ,what is called,  a typical adult in this society.
yes,
it's a sad thing.
but,
still i wanna dream. i wanna imagine.
plz,
i'm waiting for....